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1:13 am
Heys...
I'm back again with another blog entry...
I wonder if anyone knows i'm back blogging....
Never mind..
Anyway,
I'm like watching soccer now...
WORLD CUP you know...
Then it's the Socceroos against the Best Team in the World...
Well, I'm a supporter of Czech, Spain, Aust & England...
Sho either of these 4 wins the World Cup den I'll be happy..
Studying is no good these few days..
Cant get the mood..
Haiz...
I wonder whether I should go to Val's Chalet...
They said that they'll be studying there..
Probably I'll be doing Maths there...
Chem & Econs will be covered at home bah...
Physics is the best lar..
Exam topics same as Test topics..
JIAYOU JIAYOU...
Peace Outx...
Monday, June 19, 2006
thoughts flow
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11:07 pm
Heys...
I was just reading my past few blog entries that was really past lar..
What a DEAD blog!
Erm.. I said like on 02/10/05 that I will take Maths, Chem & Econs and something else..
Guess what?
I'm taking those subjects now...
and like the only subject that I've changed from the 1st 3 months period is neither of those 3..
Guess I've made up my mind long long time ago...
I guess probably none of you will come over and look at this entry since the blog is like dead lar..
Erm...
I guess I will be back blogging...
Not that I don't have better things to do..
Probably I've to update some of the things that I've said...
Hmmm..
Well, during this whole time when I'm not blogging,
I'm busy getting into the Nanyang Student Council,
then getting a nice enough post,
then getting to be the Logistics Officer of CCAco..
NYSC does Rocks...
Well, about the academic part of it...
Today is like June the Fourteenth and I'm not really settled into studying..
I guess it's weird lar...
The 1st holiday that I have to think about studying...
Usually it's getting Dad and Mom to sign the report book thing...
I'm making a pledge here saying that
I WILL START STUDYING FROM TOMORROW 15/06 ONWARDS TIL MID-YRS ARE OVER.
A pledge is after all a pledge and I'll blog again tomoro to confirm whether I did study anot.
I wanna remake my room too..
Finding funds to get a guitar holder and some accessories to it...
Going to get gloss paint to paint over the 'ungloss' part of the wooden floor in my room...
There's something that I wanna do badly...
That is to renew my 'good' relationship with my class...
If anyone of you (0608) out there are reading this, that is if there are lar..
I really want to go back to the time when we're in orientation..
I wanna regain some respect that has been lost..
About the cheating thing in Chinese,
I ADMIT I DID IT...
It's my mistake to do not so well for the LC and then changing it..
I realised after that that it's not worthwhile doing it..
Firstly, it's not going to be affecting my PROMOs at all..
We're taking A Levels Chinese at the end of this year after all...
Secondly, I lost the respect of 2 friends that were my link with the whole class,
that is Kaiying and Xian Min...
Hey Guys, I'm sorry for the lack of integrity for that particular incident and I hope that I can makeup of it, anyway that it's possible...
On the part of me being a proud guy,
Hmmm..
I don't see the proudness in me sometimes and I need the reminders if you see acts of it...
Just tell me.. I'll be careful with it...
I'm trying very hard already...
It stresses me out sometimes..
At times, I'm afraid of going to school...
I'm afraid of being left out,
being called someone proud,
being called a CHEATER,
being someone who I'm not...
I want to be myself...
Not many people would openly admit mistakes...
I'm doing it here in my BLOG...
I'll slowly admit to my mistakes...
( You also have to give me time to realise and make changes)
I'm SORRY to whoever I've hurt with my actions...
Another SORRY because I believe one sorry is never enough...
The pain that I've caused is something I wouldn't know...
But people, at times, you also have to understand me...
I wouldn't purposely do things that make life difficult for everyone..
I wouldn't...
I believe nobody would lar..
I can never be perfect and I'm like always there waiting for people to
SHOOT ME DOWN...
I admit having huge ego and pride..
But Rome is not changed in a day..
Help me if you can..
I thank those who take time to read this long entry lar...
By doing that, you're already helping me..
At least someone would bother to read it...
Thanks..
To all the JC students out there,
GOOD LUCK FOR THE MID-YRS...
'cuz I know I will certainly need it...
Peace Outx..
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
thoughts flow
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