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11:16 pm
It's has been another typical day for me.
Well, I haven't been to school for like 4 days already and it isn't a good thing as school still operates as per normal.
I've been trying very hard to get back to work but it all seems abit weird. Guess I have to find back that momentum that kept me going for prelims.
Ms Chiew sent me a note of congratulations for my improvement. I have to keep that up already and push myself further.
Going to sleep already. There's SCHOOL tomorrow. =D
-needtogetclosertothoseAAAA
Monday, October 08, 2007
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5:57 pm
I'm back once again.
Couldn't get back to studying as PLANNED but I know I have to get back to it.
Only less than 2 months to the start of DINNER&DANCE, that's how close 'A's is.
Hais. Well,
Congrats to E-bong Lim, our Da Jie for getting in the HONOUR ROLL.
What an honour. the 1st to get in from the 29thSC.
Well, we have a 3As target for each of us. So we better achieve it.
On a lighter note, I re-met my kindergarden mate, Jasmine.
It's like a reunion and we were pretty close for sometime.
She holds the record for attending the most birthday party out of my friends at 5.
Anyway, I've gotta get back to the BOOKS.
-my AAAA goal for 'A's
Sunday, October 07, 2007
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10:26 pm
It has been sometime since the last time that I've actually blogged.
The last time that I really actually faithfully blogged was because it helped improve my English.
Well, now it's GP that i'm not doing well in.
Hais. Well, this brings back the nostalgic feeling since that Children's Day 4 years back that I started this blog. It's like so many things has happened since that. I took my 'O' Levels like 2 years ago already, even though it was the BIG thing then. Now it's the 'A's. I've never struggled in an education system like I did in the 'A' Levels system. In the past, getting A for maths was the norm.
I can't even remember any exam form the day I was born til 'O' that I didn't get an A.
My 1st exam in NYJC for Maths gave me my lowest point in Maths. A 'U' grade was the thing that almost killed off all my confidence. I'm glad that I didn't give up. I know my 29th will always push me through all my tough times.
Even in the Prelims, I got BBD for H2s and CS for H1s. I have to thank a few that helped me in my difficult time. It's kinda sounding like a THANK YOU SPEECH.
Well, the top of the list would be my father and mother. (Kinda the NORM) Even after my ESUSS showing in the midyears, my father have been trying to find ways for me to improve my grade. He tried to get my down for tution. Although it did not materialised and I kind of rejected the idea, I appreciated the help that he tried to give. It was his confidence that I will do well that really helped.
Next would be my Secondary school Maths Teacher, Mrs Han. I remembered during the teachers' day celebration day that I went back to Peirce. We all discussed our results but I did not reveal them. It was really bad then as I did pretty badly for Mid Years. Hais. Well, she gave me that confidence that I can make it. I know I could but it's always good to be reassured.
The list is non-exhaustive and the next group of people that I really want to thank is the 29th.
You guys helped me though this period. I'm not those mushy-mushy kind of person and I won't say things that are not truth. I stand by my standard and it is most difficult to live by your own standard. I tried but I kept losing confidence. Thanks for just being around for me. =D
Well, there are the Norines and the Hong Guangs that I need to thanks.
I really wonder, after such a long dead period, will there still be anyone that will read my blog?
Well, all I know is that I can share my thoughts here. =D
Friday, October 05, 2007
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5:57 pm
Heys...
I'm now blogging in school in the SC Room..
Sianz..
I still haven't found a solution for my problem...
Well, I think that I will never find it lar...
It's something I'll never solve lar...
There are problems within the leaders in the NY...
Though I'm not really suppose to reveal it lar..
I think that there's really some people out there that really care about my situation..
Really thankful to them...
Like Xuans and Qians..
Haha.. Thanks girls..
Thanks for being there for me..
I'm going for Night Study le...
Studying for Econs..
And I heard from Ms Teo that my maths lecture test results not bad..
Hees..
Jiayou Sebastian...
Peace Outx...
Monday, August 21, 2006
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1:30 pm
Heys...
I'm back blogging and I've updated a couple of stuff in my Blogskin...
There's this new Marque thing scrolling away and I've added the 'Exit' section...
Well, I've decided really to make it an effort to come back blogging...
I'm really studying more now..
And I've passed my Econs case study test...
So it's getting better as I study..
Haha..
I'm hungry now..
Haven eaten lunch yet..
So many things have passed this month..
I've liked a new girl since 20th July but I don't know what to do from now on..
I can clearly see that she's shunning me now...
It's obvious right?
Haiz...
And the problem doesn't end there...
I think that there's someone else who likes her and have been showing me the blacken face ever since I told him I liked her..
What to do when he's someone that I'll probably see like everyday...
I don't know already lar..
Don't know what to do about her..
Don't know what to do about him...
Erm...
Dragonball Cup is this friday already and we're like a couple more weeks to Promos...
Gotta go all out to Mug already...
Determined not to be waived with my decision!
Peace Outx...
Sunday, August 20, 2006
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10:52 pm
Heys...
From the last depressed entry,
I finally gotten out of it..
And I'm studying alr...
Unbelievable right..
Haha..
Well.. I passed my Chinese, which gives me some sort of a confidence booster..
Well, I also have to acknowledge a friend..
Yun Qian!
She helped me out of the 'depression' by talking and consoling and comforting me..
I'll work much harder from now on..
Failure is not a failure when Lesson is LEARNT!
Peace Outx..
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
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3:36 pm
Haiz...
We've gotten most of our results back alr..
Don't need to guess the results lar...
I, not proudly, proclaim that I failed all my 3H2 and H1 subject...
Well, let me reflect on my poorly done MYE...
Firstly, I did not study much..
Well, I assume that it's going to be much like the secondary school format...
Sho it's very unprepared...
I hate that feeling but I can't avoid it..
Secondly, it's the World Cup...
I'm not pushing any blame but then I can't focus much and I lack the self-discipline to study instead,
I watched the World Cup...
Believe me and this is going to be a Motivational Statement for myself...
Jia You Sebastian!
Promos will be much tougher but I have to get over it in certain style...
Hmmm..
Let's talk about the happier stuff...
DRAGON is the CHAMPION HOUSE OF THE YEAR...
Thank you Runners for making it possible...
Thanks Jo'An for working hard...
Thanks Ren Kai for assissting Jo'An..
Thanks Germaine for running around...
Thanks Jia Ying for getting the people to do the stuff...
Thanks Jing Sheng for the cheerleading...
Thanks Shao Jie for being my co-Kacang Puteh man..
and last but not least,
Thanks Sylvia for doing running too...
Peace Outx..
Monday, July 10, 2006
thoughts flow
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